It's a chance to start something new and fresh. It's the opportunity for a new start and I welcome it. I am looking forward to this new year. I have many plans and ideas to make this an amazing year.
I started the year with good friends. No great resolutions, but instead simply a mission to be as good to myself as I am to others. I have the intention to make each and every day meaningful and at the very least do one thing positive for myself.
For day one I spent time with a great friend (S.) -- watched 2 terrific movies, ate amazing salmon (thank you B.) and bought tickets to see "Godspell" - can't wait.
Day 2 -- get all the laundry done, set the self cleaner on the oven (so I don't smoke out the apartment the next time I use it) and a good workout. A good day.
And most important of all -- I will do my best not to beat myself up when I don't make this all happen. I'm not an idiot to think that someone who says they love me will really change. I'm disappointed and sad but I can't make anyone do anything. I need to let it go. Oh -- there's something to shoot for in 2012.
And here's the biggest one of all -- and I hate to be such a cliché, but I want to be AUTHENTIC!! I want to be honest with myself. I am going to create a real plan with to-do's. That helps me. I'll work on that today.
It's going to be a good day -- and a good year.
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