My heart remains open and welcoming . . .

A friend posted something special today on Facebook: 

Sunday, good girl day: buy flowers, say hi! with a big smile, sit and be nice to everyone!

What a lovely idea. I am going to do this today. 

And I have my heart open to all the possibilities. There are some things I want and I can feel them deeply -- and I'm sure there are things I need that I don't even know I want or need. So I am open today to whatever comes.

Yesterday was such a rough day -- the travel was difficult, I lost a beautiful diamond bracelet I loved a great deal and I missed the play I've been wanting to see for YEARS (and I bought the ticket 9 months ago) because of the travel cancellations. So when I finally got home I retreated for a little while. I cried a bit and then moved on. I went for a manicure at my favorite little place (sakura uptown) where I have delish hot green tea and speak spanish with Carmen for 2 hours. I love it. We have fun with my nails. 

And then I met a dear friend for some favorite sushi. Thanks S. What a great way to end a miserable 24 hours. And then I slept last night.

I woke up this morning feeling far better and with an open heart again. I am going to hit the gym, run some errands including buying flowers and make some plans. I found out I have my first assignment in my new job. I have a great deal of work to prepare. I want to be successful in this venture. It's the first time in so many years I've tackled something entirely new.

I am open to the possibilities -- whatever comes. And although there are some things I want specifically, I will be open to whatever comes. I guess it is all meant to be. All I can do is move forward to be accept what comes and learn.